This has been a long weekend, and I am tired but cant sleep. I found out that SW's side of the family is having a family reunion! I am going to meet almost all of his uncles and aunts and cousins and people he hasnt even seen in years! I am so excited! I hope they all like me, even though I dont think that matters to sw, but it does matter to me. I really dont have alot to talk about. We have been talking alot about getting married. He was so sweet tonight we danced and he kept telling me how much he loves me. Austin stayed the night w/ a friend tonight. Today was the last day of school and he made straight A's he even brought to B's up to A's! I am so very proud of him! We are talking about getting married! I brought up to SW that we were supose to get married 6-7-8 and I really think he is considering it! he says he loves me so much he wants to be married to me! He just wants to be financially stabled.. He is talking about going into the army! That freaks me out... I am all about suporting our troops but I love sw and I dont want anything to happen to him EVER! But when I thought about it SW has alot going against him for getting in the army, so if he does get in, then its gods will. I have to be happy for him and suport him. This is how he feels he is going to suport his family. Buy us a new house and be financially secured incase something does happen to him. Anyhow I am going to bounce around and see what everyone else is talking about. xoxo Tara

FUCK THE STREAM

So I am in the mood for a little music and this is an old fav to me and a total classic in my eyes. It doesnt get much better then these guys and and this song is at the top! So I hope if anyone stops by tonight they enjoy a little of this! Santeria by SUBLIME! yay! (lyrics are down below if you enjoy singin along like a jackass because I do!)

Santeria
I don't practice santeria I aint got no crystal ball. I had a million dollars but I'd, I'd spend it all. If I could find that
heina and that Sancho that she's found, well I'd pop a cap in Sancho and I'd slap her down.

What I really wanna know, my baby, what I really want to say I can't define. Well it's love, that I need, oh , but my
soul will have to, wait till I get back and find heina of my own. Daddy's gonna love one and all.

I feel the break, feel the break, feel the break and I got to live it up, oh , yea huh, well I swear that I. What I really
wanna know, baby, what I really want to say I can't define. that love make it go, my soul will have to...

What I really wanna say, my baby, What I really wanna say is I've got mine. and I'll make it, Yes, I'm comin' up.

Tell Sanchito that if he knows what is good for him he best go run and hide. Daddy's got a new .45. and I won't think
twice to stick that barrel straight down sancho's throat. Believe me when I say that I got somethin for his punk ass.
What I really wanna know, my baby, what I really wanna say is there's just one, way back, and I'll make it, yea, but
my soul will have to wait. yea, yea, yea

Today has been a pretty good day. I dont want to talk about it because I dont think it was great but it wasnt bad, and tomorrow could be better! Anyways, Steven just came in he had been outside bangin away on his guitar, and it was soothing. I am sorry he quit playing, it helps me to relax and write. Playing is like his blog, where I enjoy writting and ranting on here, he bangs on his guitar and it helps him. I know that if he's playing shortly he will be in a better mood. I like that he has his thing. The real world is on. I love the real world. When I was 18 that is what I wanted to do. I wanted to go on the real world so bad. At the time I lived in Atlanta and I worked at fellinis and I was a wild child born to run, and I was friends w/ joe he was like 2 years older then me and still went to baseball came during the summer lol and was a virgin (big surprise) But we thought we would make an outstanding duo on the real world. I guess I will never know now. I cant be on there now I have kids and morals now. Everyone knows you cant go on the real world w/ morals. Atlanta was so fun when I was younger I made 450 every thursday and I had 90 dollar cell phone bill and 107 car incurance payment and the rest of the money went to shopping. SHOPPING SHOPPING. I loved to shop. I still do I just dont have that much cash to blow anymore so its not quite as fun anymore. If I could do anything again I would be 18 one more time. Anyways I am going to go, not much going on and I just wanted to talk let the fingers move. lol. the babies are sleeping and I am about to kick stevens ass in the some beatle bug racing on N64~ peace out homie g funk! lol later xoxo tara