So I am in the mood for a little music and this is an old fav to me and a total classic in my eyes. It doesnt get much better then these guys and and this song is at the top! So I hope if anyone stops by tonight they enjoy a little of this! Santeria by SUBLIME! yay! (lyrics are down below if you enjoy singin along like a jackass because I do!)

Santeria
I don't practice santeria I aint got no crystal ball. I had a million dollars but I'd, I'd spend it all. If I could find that
heina and that Sancho that she's found, well I'd pop a cap in Sancho and I'd slap her down.

What I really wanna know, my baby, what I really want to say I can't define. Well it's love, that I need, oh , but my
soul will have to, wait till I get back and find heina of my own. Daddy's gonna love one and all.

I feel the break, feel the break, feel the break and I got to live it up, oh , yea huh, well I swear that I. What I really
wanna know, baby, what I really want to say I can't define. that love make it go, my soul will have to...

What I really wanna say, my baby, What I really wanna say is I've got mine. and I'll make it, Yes, I'm comin' up.

Tell Sanchito that if he knows what is good for him he best go run and hide. Daddy's got a new .45. and I won't think
twice to stick that barrel straight down sancho's throat. Believe me when I say that I got somethin for his punk ass.
What I really wanna know, my baby, what I really wanna say is there's just one, way back, and I'll make it, yea, but
my soul will have to wait. yea, yea, yea

Today has been a pretty good day. I dont want to talk about it because I dont think it was great but it wasnt bad, and tomorrow could be better! Anyways, Steven just came in he had been outside bangin away on his guitar, and it was soothing. I am sorry he quit playing, it helps me to relax and write. Playing is like his blog, where I enjoy writting and ranting on here, he bangs on his guitar and it helps him. I know that if he's playing shortly he will be in a better mood. I like that he has his thing. The real world is on. I love the real world. When I was 18 that is what I wanted to do. I wanted to go on the real world so bad. At the time I lived in Atlanta and I worked at fellinis and I was a wild child born to run, and I was friends w/ joe he was like 2 years older then me and still went to baseball came during the summer lol and was a virgin (big surprise) But we thought we would make an outstanding duo on the real world. I guess I will never know now. I cant be on there now I have kids and morals now. Everyone knows you cant go on the real world w/ morals. Atlanta was so fun when I was younger I made 450 every thursday and I had 90 dollar cell phone bill and 107 car incurance payment and the rest of the money went to shopping. SHOPPING SHOPPING. I loved to shop. I still do I just dont have that much cash to blow anymore so its not quite as fun anymore. If I could do anything again I would be 18 one more time. Anyways I am going to go, not much going on and I just wanted to talk let the fingers move. lol. the babies are sleeping and I am about to kick stevens ass in the some beatle bug racing on N64~ peace out homie g funk! lol later xoxo tara

This blog stuff is going to far, people pressing charges against each other, its a little crazy. This is a blog, read it if you like it and if you dont like it then go to hell. You dont have to read my stuff, you can block me, you block anyone. Why all this crap? Anyhow I havent done much today. I cleaned the house, we have had alot of storms coming through. Nothing has been really near us though. Anyways I guess I am going to go. I dont have much to write about. Stop pressing charges on each other dont read shit you dont like. Stay away from people you think suck. Good advice right?

Recently me and Austin have came to a common agreement and the screaming at the top of my lungs has stopped. Which is better for everyone. (I have reg to thank for that.) Sometimes hearing the truth hurts. And it pisses you off, but hopefully if someone you love and resepct says it you take something from it and learn. Tonight was one of those times. Not for me but for steven. We had big storms down here tonight, and steven wanted the babies in bed so in case anything happen we didnt have alot to do just grab the sleeping kids and not gather up the running wild children. Well when we told Austin it was time for bed he threw a temper tantrum and told steven he hated him and that he was the worst dad ever. When I was leaving to run down the road steven told austin to get up so he could speak to him. Well when I came home austin was still up, and i made the comment that I wish he would of let me know that the kids could stay up b/c I would of let the babies get up. They get up at 7 in the morning and I would of liked to sleep in. Well steven got angry and said I was picking on Austin. I tried to defend myself but steven yells that I'm a liar and I pick on austin all the time.(this is where austin gets this. Austin has yelled at me several times I am just a big meanie and that I pick on him and I'm a liar) I havent picked on austin. I got angry tonight and I admit that but not at Austin at steven. Steven doesnt want to be the bad guy he wants to be the good guy. Tonight Austin screams I hate you you're the worst dad ever. and Austin got to stay up and watch tv. What is that teaching him? Throw a fit and you can stay up all night. Steven should of got austin up told him what he did was wrong, and then made him go back to bed. He can be mad at me for pointing it out all he wants he's the one in the wrong. xoxox Tara