sometimes I just say things, or get angry b/c I feel like its needed. Like I have a great reason... and though some people might not see it, I do and I want it justified. I feel like I am always justifying everyone whenever they do something that is just not rational. And whenever I'm not rational its a huge deal. I didnt have a good weekend, but everyones napping now so I am venting. The house is a dump and has been this way for about a week. The laundry needs caught up the kitchen needs a good scrub down, atleast the trash is tended to right? I know it will be better, theres always Monday??? Ugh that makes it better. I also need a job horribly soon, and if I dont get one we will drowned in bills. SW is doing a fine job of keeping our heads afloat but we can only float for so long, if I dont do something to help we will drown. Anyways I am going to bounce hope I hear from you all soon! Love you all bye!