kar·ma (kärm)
n.
1. Hinduism & Buddhism The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny.
2. Fate; destiny.
3. Informal A distinctive aura, atmosphere, or feeling
Well I got the idea for my karma topic from tyler tlk (rubble has taught me about giving credit where its do) so thanks tyler b/c karma is something I believe in greatly. Basically if you do good stuff good stuff happens and if you do bad shit bad shit happens (that puts it simply and to see this put into action watch "My name is Earl" comes on Monday nights after "Family guy" on TBS) I think I am a nice person. I give bums money I brake for animals. I speak politely to adults, and I a usually dont say anything about anyone that I wouldnt say to there face. I might sugar coat it to there face but I would still say it. The fact is I feel like I constantly have horrible luck. Nothing good really happens and I always have to work twice as hard for things that come so easily to other people. I have plenty of examples of this. We have friends that talk shit take advantage of people and basically look out for themselves. Of course they have friends but they would NEVER bend over backwards to help us. (even though we've helped them out MILLIONS of times.) And these people have the best luck I've ever seen. Everything they have was basically given to them. Nothing was earned. Wheres the karma there? I mean they have to be having some bad luck but I am not seeing it. So while reading tylers thing he was talking more about the jealousy bug. Which I guess sometimes I Get a case of when I see shit like this happening. Well am I a bad person to help karma out once in a while. If I see a way of getting over on these people taking it? I mean obviously karma doesnt realize these people are horrible, right? Or am I just a bad person wishing bad and doing bad things to people... or does karma even exist? I mean is there a mistical power that makes good things happen and bad things happen to those who are worthy or unworthy? Its a thinker there... Maybe there is away to test karma... I really have to find this out. B/c I am so done being all sugary sweetly nice if karma is gonna keep kicking my ass.
Dharma is the good stuff like the children you write poetry about! I have three kids that I just KNOW...er, believe have come to me due to dharma! And then there's the ex that I had to deal with due to KARMA,...I BELIEVE (don't actually KNOW)
Our children...I hope, ...I like to think they are our dharma...our GOOD karma! Even though there were days when I thought they were my karma!!! But only on those bad days when I was at my wits end!
A decade later, they are my blessings and I love them and I know why now they were/are in my life! And it's ALLLL good!
I'm sure as they enter their 20s....there will be new points of karma but in this moment...1:21am on May 7th....I know they are in my world for a wonderful blessed reason....
and whatever KARMA comes my way...I pray for the patience and wisdom to take it all in and detach from what I'm supposed to detach from and learn from what I'm supposed to learn from!
And even stoopid jobs....I know we learn from them too!
Uh, did this make any sense....seriously...I've had some Fish Eye white wines and it's late....
I hope so it made a little sense!
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