Wedding bells are ringing! Do you here the blue birds singing??? LoL do I seem so very chipper? Well I AM! I'm getting married! OMG RIGHT? YAY! Finally! I went into chat tonight and met some really nice folks! Its always nice to meet new people. I took some medicine and feel a little dizzy, so I am not going to write very much tonight. SW is still talking about going into the army, and we even sat down and talk to the kids about it today. The babies didnt really know what was going on, but Austin was very interested and gave honest answers. He said he was proud of his dad b/c thats a big honor and being a son of a soldier was something to be proud of, but he was scared his dad could get hurt. SW explains to him that if god wanted to take him it wouldnt matter where he was. SW said I could get my ring when we get our checks! WOOHOO! I am so excited. The only thing good I see about the army thing is the money. I know supporting the troops is good, but I just see so many bad things. I would never leave steven and what kind of person would I be if I left him while he was at war. I am not one of those people who think so much of myself that I could do that. I've stuck by him through so much that if I left him once he was really really trying to better our lives what kind of person would I be? How completely retarded would that make me? So I plan to see him through w/ any decision he makes. Even if that means we dont get married right now. Even though I do think we will get married with in the next month. I havent told my mom but daddy knows. My mom is stressed b/c of personal family drama and my Grandmother is sick again w/ cancer. Whenever I get my cell back I will call her and make sure she is feeling ok! My mom loves sw soooo much but she doesnt want us to make a mistake. The way I see it is we have kids together, and I love him. I couldnt imagine my kids and me with anyone else. Anyways I am going to go! Hope everyones night is good! xoxox Tara