so tonight me and steven were talking about the whole married bit and basically I got told that reguardless if he goes into the army or not we are NOT getting married. WOW what a slap in the face! Am I doing something wrong. I swear to god I am cursed! I should of just married the first guy who asked me. He is making a huge deal out of this. We are going to be together forever. I do everything he freaking asks me to. I've always been there for him and done what he wanted, but he cant do this! This isnt fair. He's always told me we were going to get married. Why would he string me along and have kids with me if he never planned to marry me. WTF? Its not funny at all because I totally feel betrayed and lied to and not worth a damn right now. I mean No girl plans to just have kids with a guy and live with him wash his dirty underwear and just be his "bitch". I really dont think I can stay if he cant make this little commitment and marry me. I mean I know its a big commitment. But I've stuck through him through SOOOO much shit that like I am not even going to talk about on here, ahd this is something that people do when they are in love. This is something that I Feel like I deserve. And i Feel like he is being very shitty! I feel like I am getting the shaft. I am just so angry and hurt right now I dont know what to do with myself. My heart is broken and the one guy who is supose to always love me we have kids together... its not right it really isnt.