Carter has been so sick I felt so bad for him. He seemed alot better today thoug, but I Think maddelyn is getting it now. I hate when my kids are sick. I got a carpet cleaner today so I am going to clean my carpets tomorrow. I am very excited. If Maddelyn is ok tomorrow she will be having her own official sleep over. We know a couple they have a daughter only a year older then Maddelyn they like each other so we are going to let them spend the night together and rent a movie and stuff. I think I might get some ice cream for them too. This little girl also likes cheerleading so I think I might put Maddelyn back in it. I might register her at Houston Headstart too. B/c thats where Shelby (the little girl whos spending the night) will be going. Its nice to have a friend when you start school. I got so mad at her she got into my jewlery box and lost a pair of my good ear rings. I wanted to say thanks to everyone who has left such nice messages. I've been having a hard time and its nice to have such nice folks out there. About the whole moving thing. I dont think we will be if we do it wouldnt be till income tax season. But I am definantly getting a bigger place next income tax season reguardless of what Steven says. Even though I dont think he will say much. Keisha brought me over some new clothes. They are really cute it was really nice of her. She also brought me 2 pairs of her old jeans and they are really really tight but I can get into them and zip them and everything. Thats a huge accomplishment. Sense austin has been gone nothing has really changed. Its kind of boring, and I do miss him. When I play the sims or anything I get to thinkin about him... I havent been doing much. Playing with the kids working cleaning house and hangin w/ steven. I wish I could say the wedding thing was taken care of and settled, but it isnt. Still no ring and still no vows being said. It makes me so sad. But its something I have to deal w/ if I want to be with steven and I do want to be with him. I guess I am going to go. Love you all! Hope ur week is going well! xoxox Tara