tonight I feel creative and so many thoughts running through my mind. one of my customers (an older gentlemen is sick) I took him a card and gift by the hospital. I want him to know I love him and care for him that he is not just a customer to me. He helped me realized that I want to be around older people. So many people just neglect there family b/c well they're old. But how sweet and full os wisdom they are. I want to help them. If I could help just one and make there last couple of years happy that would make me feel like I am doing something good with my life. I think I found my calling and I know what I want to do. So my next day off I am going to go apply and I get the job I am putting in my 2 weeks notice at the bitches resturant. I feel sorry for her because no one likes her but she is retarded. She hurt her wrist somehow has to wear a brace. So I offer over and over again to let me help her and she just doesnt accept my hlep. SW and I have been getting along really good. He keeps snapping over little things, but he has also been so sweet. Something in my life feels right... like I know some good is coming. We need more people in life who care for other people. What I want from all of you is to think about the people around you. When you see someone who could use some help, there pride is just to big to ask. Find a way to help them. When you think a child is being hurt make it your buisness to get involved. We are just as bad when we walk by and ignore the problem. Its our job as good people to help people who dont have as much who have problems. My goal is to help people. I want to help as many people as i can possibly help. I have a huge heart. I care for just about everyone even when I hate someone I feel like if they needed something I would be there. If we all just got involved alittle more then teh world would be a better place. A smile goes along way. A dollar to a bum is like a 5 to us. Throw him a 5 give him a break. See how good you feel about yourself. When that man or women says "God bless you" you tell them that god has blessed all of us and that the good is coming for them. And when it does pass it forward. Because if we all did just a little bit more good for our fellow man this really would be a happier more peacful earth and isnt that what we all truely want?